I want to be in my son's life !!!!

Habibi Qahtan,

 Mama is waiting to talk with you. Today ive been feeling soo sad, i really want to hug you soo tight and kiss ur lil lips a billion times. Qahtani my days are dull. I miss your words, your lil voice...Ya Rabbi please Allah, please please please i just want my son.


 Ya Allah my soul cant take this no more...please let my son be in my life... i want to hold my son.

Allahu Akbar.

Allahu Akbar.  I finally got pictures of my son !!  The tears ran soo heavily down my face seeing my lil boys smiles and playfulness. MashaAllah tabarakAllah ya weldi Qahtan. 53 days of not knowing about you have bee soo hard on my soul, now i can see your growing and cheerful.

 Im soooooo happy alhamdulillah wa mashaAllah. Thank you Abu Qahtan for your comunication.

Qahtan, mama is soo proud of you mashaAllah <3

40 days and no update

Ya Allah - O Allah. 
Its been over 40 days since i heard of Qahtan last. I just dont comprehend who is getting joy out of no communication about Our Son Qahtan. Im not happy at all. Again i have sent a request for an update, photos and postal address....All ahu alim whats to come.

  Qahtan my dear son, mama started work a few weeks ago teaching pe & football to children. Watching them play football reminds me of you and the days we used to play football in the house together. You used to sit in your walker and run fast down the length of the living room and hit the ball against the wall and then laugh. I miss your lil smiley face sooo much. Words cant express how much i miss you and how much i want to spend time with you playing and laughing.

I love you Qahtan. Your my heart Qahtani nunu baby xxxx mwaahsss
may 4th 2012

Thank you safe world 4 women

Thank you to @safeworld4women for making note of this blog for my son Qahtan Al Barami. Brings tears to my eyes that people so far away care about children's rights and women's rights. God bless you all.

Human Rights Groups Have Been Contacted.

 Dear Qahtan,

 i write this not knowing anything about your health & well being. Your father Ahmed Ali Al Baraami (from Dhofar, Salalah, Oman) has ignored my calls, my texts and my emails. Ive been waiting a month to hear anything about you. This evening i called your fathers mobile on more than 5 occassions, after the first 4 he then turned his mobile phone off so that i could not get through.

 My dear child, ive contacted Human Rights groups around the world to share the story of how you've been taken from me when you were just 1 year old which goes against Islamic Laws. Your now 29 months old & 2 days mashaAllah, i know you can not read this but one day when your older you shall be able to inshaAllah. 

I have written in short hand what happened from the time before i married your father up till present date. I shall be sharing it with many people because i believe you deserve to have both your parents around you and be raised by us both not placed into a home with family who live in Burami, while your father lives in Salalah, Oman which is 1300km roughly distance away from you..a 14 hour car drive through the desert roads.

Allah, Your my witness. I have for nights dreamt of my son, waited for calls from Ahmed Abu Qahtan & yet get no communication or co-operation. My parents are asking of their one and only Grandchild Qahtan & they are also ignored by Abu Qahtan when they call to talk with Qahtan.

 I have copies of your birth certificates, pictures of me holding you as a baby, one of which is here on this blog & your Grandmother who was a witness of your birth because she helped to deliver you along with Dr Claire in the Canadian Hospital Al Waha - The Oasis on Novermber 14th 2009 at 11:58 pm along with your hospital tags with mine name and your father's name on them.

I love you Qahtan and ive always wanted the best for you. I never wanted you to be far away from me wallahi.  May Allah bless you and protect you always.

May Allah help you and i to recieve justice that Islam gives us. Allah is my witness.

Fee aman Allah habibi Qahtan. Mama loves you very much and so do your english Grandparents and Uncles. xxx mwahh (big kisses on your head.)